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| 10:54pm 06/05/2004 |
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La La Land
Cam's Bong is tha shit....
ha! Guess what Rai?..........I have the mixer for those green apple iced thing's we Love from the Lakewood Mall!
Made a few and they are D-E-L-I-C-I-O-U-S!!!!!!!!!!
Complaint of the day: I have a fucking pinched nerve in my neck...........So, I weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeleeeeee haffa go!
Bub Bye!!!!!!!!!!! |
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| 11:37am 24/04/2004 |
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mood:  shocked music: The Neighbor's (sounds of Nigga's)
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I woke up, stumbling around...Eye's stinging. Go in to the kitchen, pretty much sleep walking. made a strawberry and banana Smoothie.......No Vodka thank you! Rememebered.....Oh Ya, I coloured my hair yesterday! Crimson and Black.. I wanna see it again. Went to the bathroom mirror. Lmao. I looked DEAD! I'm like, NUUUUUUUU UHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!! I aint goin outta this house like this! But I remembered this stuff called....Make-up.......Oh Yeah..........I'll do that! (Later of course)
Read cameron's (NEW LOOK) and entry.......Couldnt really see straight after that!!!!! *Adjust's eye's* . So as the minutes go by, I'll be watching movies........
:/ Wishing too that I was in San Diego too.........Oh well!
Happy Camping peep's!
oh ya..........Ryan's a fag! oooooooooooooooooooooops! |
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| 06:06pm 18/04/2004 |
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mood:  curious music: mhmmmmmmmmm! Shakira!
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Hey, dont think im being a retard and adding all these pic's.....Cuz lol, in reality, I am trying to figure summin out.
What a Life! |
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| 10:51pm 12/04/2004 |
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mood:  good music: i unnno.........summin on tha radio
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I think I'm a Purple polka dot!!!!!!!!!!!!! And I hate polka dot's!!!!!!!
Yes, I have lost it..........
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| 12:57am 12/04/2004 |
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01. Who are you, what's our relationship?: monica/ friends for life
02. How and where did we meet?: we met through the kids @ open house
03. How long have you known me?: 8 years
04. Do you remember the first things i said to you?:Hi
05. What is the best feature about me?: pysical? smile, personality
06. What is the worst feature about me?: temper, temper
07. How often do you think of me?: daily
08. Are we good friends?: the best
09. How well do you think you know me?: very well
10. When you first saw me what was your impression?: shes different
11. Do you wish we were closer?: of course
12. Have we ever gotten in a fight and if so, about what?: yes, who got the last drink,lol no but it was behind drinking and a man i think
13. If we could spend a day together what would we do?: shop shop shop, eat, watch a movie
14. If you could say one thing to me, what would it be?: I love you and your'e special
15. Have you ever had a crush on me?: when im drunk i do
16. How would you describe me to someone?: shes a sweetie and shes fucking funny
17. Do you think i'm happy?: yes
18. Have we kissed?:
19. Would you ever date me?: hmmm
20. Tell me one thing you've always wanted to say but never did: Im sorry if i ever hurt you
21. Have you ever seen me cry, if so when?:hmm it seems like it, but i cant remember
22. Have you ever seen me with my pants off?:lMAO yes!!!!!!!!!!!
23. What would you change about me??:your liver
24. Do you think you'll know me in five years?:yes
25. Have you ever told me that you love me?: more than once yes |
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| 10:03pm 11/04/2004 |
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mood:  depressed music: ani defranco Done Wrong
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Man, Speachless........... Found out today my mom is having some medical problems. I had a feeling she was hiding something. She does that so us kids wont worry. With my shit going on, now her possibly being sick also is just like FUCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Makes me wonder, why now? I still need you!!!!!!!
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| 10:04pm 08/04/2004 |
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 You Will Die Overdosing on Poppers!Yup, even if you're not quite sure what poppers are right now... Your kinky ways will lead you to them - and you'll be hooked. Don't be so sad, a freaky mofo like yourself has to go sooner or later Be glad it's not from a one eyed French midget. Don't pretend you don't know! How Will You Die Having Sex?More Great Quizzes from Quiz Diva |
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| 12:21pm 26/03/2004 |
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| 04:28pm 17/03/2004 |
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I was thinking today, who would it be in the whole entire world that ide do anything 4. So, I went through the process of elimination, and obviously it came out to be Rainelle. We spent the evening together last night, ate dinner (I fucked up her steak dammit), watched that movie "Uptown Girl's"...Made me cry. Drank rasberry itilian soda's she bought us.........From that stuck up there ass coffee house "portfolio" Otherwise known as "The internet cafe"....But the soda's were good. It is always such a pleasure having her around me. More than a pleasure. Just looking at her gives me a sense of peace, hope,Love,happiness. There is no one in the world that can just be in my presence and make me feel protected and safe than her. I was teling a friend last night that Rai shines, radiates beauty.........Shede do anything for anyone out of love from her heart. I guess this one goes out to you Rai. I'll always be beside you in anyway I can...........LoL, can we get a pig and name it Moo? Heh. Aryan would just love that!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Well, I go now.
Peace love |
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| 08:05pm 29/02/2004 |
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Ya Ya........... Angelina Jolie look's fucking hot all high! Play's the part well in "Gia". Hmmmmmmmmmm, decided to update now I dont have anything to say. Bought a new stereo, a Ani de franco cd..........recomended by one Miss Rainelle. I realized Friday how much alcohol played such a big part in my life before. I had my first craving friday since I quit. I did not like it. That would be the end of me! I'm over it but it was a weird feeling.
Enough boringness.
later
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| 11:38am 23/02/2004 |
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if this entry does not show up, I give up! |
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| 10:26am 17/02/2004 |
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I knew it! My Dr. said I can not drive!!!!!!!!!!! What the fuck am I supposed to do? Too weak to walk or stand for any length of time, But, I would be putting other's and myself at risk. So, I must obey his opinion. Man, I never thought this would happen. I'm going to see him this week (my dr.) he want's to see me. Other physical things are going on that he needs to see.
Rai, it's your car, I just need to pay the rest of it off.
Tell me, WHY DID I RUIN MY FUCKING LIFE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!?????
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| 05:30pm 14/02/2004 |
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I AM NOT READY TO FUCKING GO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
that's all I have to say! |
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| 08:22pm 06/02/2004 |
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Well, finally I've decided to update while I have the strength too. I'm finally back at home. My mom and sister and friends are taking care of me. (And Aryan). Just got her back today. The mean kitty kitty!! Nah, she isnt mean, just hates other cat's, not human's. Well, it's been hell since I've been gone. In and out of hospital,s. The thing's that I went thru. But, thank God I havent had to go back in since about 4 weeks now. (Which is the longest I've stayed well since this all started). But I've learned something that is a total blessing to me. I have found out who my true friends are and what they will do for you, etc when a tragedy happens. People have come back into my life that I havent seen in years, never realizing that I meant so much too them. And my sister. She actually quit school to take me in and live with her to take care of me. She did everything for me and still is. Coming overe most everyday. Cooking, cleaning etc. I couldnt ask for more. I do feel very selfish for what I did to myself. I just DID NOT take it serious until (that night). Meaning the night I finally colapsed and ended up in the hospital. Comatose etc. Detail's arent pretty so I wont go into that part. But, just to say, dont take life for granted. Cuz you never know. Life is beautiful at times and it's totally fucked up too. Anyways', just thought ide release that.
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